#153: I Am In Process.

I am not sure where I am. The start lies far behind and the end is out of sight. Is that being in process?

You can’t possibly keep running endlessly, can you?

You can’t possibly daydream instead of completing your homework, can you?

You can’t possibly keep slurping your soup all afternoon, can you?

That is not how things are supposed to be.

I am truly gratefulf for the generous feedback I received last week. The way someone experienced me over the course of ten or so mutual online sessions was me being in process.

It was highlighted as a gift! Wow!

To be honest, I had never thought of «being in process» as a gift or anything to be proud of. How could you be focused, determined, goal-driven and «in process» at the same time?

The law of gravity tells us that we can’t keep floating in the air. We will end up landing on our two feet at some point no matter how hard we move our «wings». The equivalent to that is probably death. It is equally inevitable. And yet, some people die without having lived.

That is great food for thought.

It also has the power to change my own narrative, what I say to and about myself, what my expections are and how I allow myself to be vulnerable in that process.

So why don’t I start practicing already.

I am not finished.

I live my life «free format».

I am not complete.

I am true to myself.

I am in process.

It is my gift.

It is my contribution to the world.